Yup, Closure at long last! Finally. Closure to a major issue that had been haunting Lot 10 inmates, esp me, for the past 21 months or so. Closure so that the 2 ole inmates can now move forward & live their remaining years in peace, accepting what Life has left to offer in our remaining years together...
And yup, Closure came from the sending back (on Dec 4th) of the last 2 items that belonged to that "S" who caused all the pain, sorrow, unhappiness & all the bad in Lot 10 and also between its 2 inmates since that "black day" in March 2008 when the "devil" broke loose in Lot 10!!
And, as always, there's that inevitable question..."Why me?"
And as always, there's NO simple answer...
Life's like that. Just a question of whether we can accept the reality of Life. Not what we wished for but what & how Life would ultimately turn out to be...finally...for us. Not to wallow in self pity, sorrow nor regret. But to accept.
Like our former PM used to say...
"If one of your limbs is gangrenous, one has no choice but to cut it off so that one might survive..."Well, our "gangrenous limb" had been cut off. We will survive. We would be better off without someone who had forgotten his roots & how he could ever have been what he is today. We definitely do not need a non-feeling, non-remorseful, non-caring & arrogant person whom we not know nor recognise today. The person we had known & loved, left Lot 10 in March 2008...and never found his way back home!
Somehow I do still believe that Life is a cycle and God is fair. However, only time will tell...if we live long enough to see.
May God bless this home & its residents...Amen.
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