A minor tremor...

Mon 301109

Yup, a minor tremor was reported in Negri Sembilan today. However, it took place unfelt by residents.

In Lot 10 too, that tremor was similarly unfelt by its residents. However, it was not because the epicentre in Negri Sembilan was too far away but because Lot 10 had its own minor tremor!

And yup, it was felt that consequent to all the "Tsunamis" that hit Lot 10 of late, there were still aftershocks...and a minor one took place today...this morning to be exact!

Frankly, all these calamities never befell Lot 10 inmates with such intensity nor such frequency...until, of course, that big quake in March 2008! And since then, one never knows when any words or actions would trigger off another wave of disaster in the lives of Lot 10 inmates who, at this point in their lives, should be enjoying their golden years in peace & with happiness.

Fortunately, that minor tremor that hit this morning was not too bad and hopefully, the effects would not persist but pass over soon. I can only look to God for help to endure & guidance to overcome...

I have been asking myself each time such incidents happened...why is there this change in attitude & behaviour of my other half towards me? Popping up when least expected. We didn't have such frequency of incidents before that day in March 2008. (Pls refer to that entry in this Blog's archives for details.) Of course, there had been the occasional misunderstandings & what-have-you-not in every marriage. Normal, right? But, discounting those, what conclusion can I come to?

This entry is to put, on record, my sadness & frustration and esp the incidents that had happened as a result of the actions & the subsequent damages that that inconsiderate & irresponsible "S" had done to lives of the 2 most important ppl in his life...no other can ever replace any of these two! One can have only 1 natural father & 1 natural mother. Or am I wrong?

Whatever had happened to & whatever should continue to affect these 2 ole folks would forever be on his shoulders and his to bear for the rest of his life...if he does not "wake" up soon...

As for Lot 10 inmates, I can only hope & pray that our life together ahead would not be marred by such further needless incidents. And that my other half would see clearly the cause behind all these incidents, find me in her heart of hearts and can truly walk hand-in-hand happily with me down the ONLY road left for both of us to take....

May God bless & keep both Lot 10 inmates loving, happy & safe. Amen.